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| 08:06pm 10/07/2005 |
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mood:  creative
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My journal is basically an FMP publicity page now.
Bumper Sticker
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| Whao |
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| 09:25pm 25/04/2005 |
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mood:  mellow music: Atreyu
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Haven't updated in a while, a long while. I've had a lot on my hands with school, lacrosse and work. Not much time to do anything. I want danny to come back to school. I want dave to be friends with him again. I want everything to be back how it used to be. I want to be less busy. Thats not gunna happen untill after prom. Thats a whole thing in its own. I love rachel. I'm out for now. |
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| NEW! |
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| 07:06am 15/03/2005 |
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mood: creative music: WRRV
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I just made this in photoshop. I like it. Its very "deep"......
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| Sall good |
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| 07:54pm 06/03/2005 |
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mood:  indescribable music: ------
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As the title says Sall good. But I am an idiot. :) |
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| Worry |
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| 10:48am 06/03/2005 |
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mood:  worried music: ------
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:( Never end a message with we need to talk. It makes people worry. |
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| Updatizzle |
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| 06:37am 02/03/2005 |
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mood:  crazy music: WRRV
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TOC was awsome except for My chemical romance who sucks live. Killswitch engage was fucking crazy. Anyways, if you haven't heard FMP now has an online shop. We have shirts, hoodies, hats, buttons, mouse pads and even chef's aprons. All props to this must go to chris knight, for he rocks all socks. I made a new design for the t-shirts and such that he said we could probably use. Check out the store.
http://www.cafepress.com/fmpfilms
BUY STUFF!!!! |
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| 10:30pm 22/02/2005 |
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mood:  exhausted music: Senses Fail
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I'm tired and shit. 2 days till taste of chaos. its gunna be awsome with one of my best friends one side, my girlfriend on the other, senses fail in front and the mosh pit in the back. What more could a person ask for? |
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| Post V-day |
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| 12:41pm 15/02/2005 |
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mood: calm music: mrs. phelan talking (pukes)
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Yesterday nothing went as planned for me and rachel. It sucked. But we're hanging out friday. So we'll have fun then. :) |
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| Sick (part deux) |
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| 09:01pm 09/02/2005 |
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mood: crappy music: tbs
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I'm still sick but i know the whole rachel deal and its fine. No worries. |
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| Sick |
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| 12:24pm 09/02/2005 |
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mood: crappy music: Watching Harold and Kumar
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I'm at home sick. I've been sick sence monday. Rachel is in a bad mood. I think it has something to do with amanda. Great. Whatever i'm just sitting here a=trying to get better. |
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| 04:09pm 02/02/2005 |
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mood: drained
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I'm bored right now and I just want to lay down but I don't. I want to get outta here and do something but I'm too tired. So I think I'm gunna take a nap and then see my love hopefully. |
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| 06:17am 01/02/2005 |
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mood:  nauseated music: WRRV
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I just ate sushi for breakfast. I don't suggest this to anyone else. Blah.... |
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| Mercenaries: playground of destruction |
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| 09:58pm 26/01/2005 |
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mood: ecstatic music: mercenaries: playground of destruction
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Got this game tonight. Been playing it nonstop. Here's a brief overview:
You are a gung-ho, special forces, one man army of the earth's "police". You are the person they send in to, "keep the sides even". YOu are sent out into a warzone and told to do what you do best. So blow the shit out of stuff and shoot people in the face, while capturing the members of the "52 cards"(loosely based on Bush's, but instead of terrorism think communism). You collect bounty on their heads and get weapon and vehicles from the russian mafia. So kill people and cause havoc upon this already godforsaken world, and don't pistol whip too many civilians.
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| Dane cook fucking rocks |
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| 05:48pm 25/01/2005 |
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mood:  geeky music: Dane Cook
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My favorite comedian is Dane Cook, and dave will agree that this guy is the god of comedy. Anyways I'm good right now. I have midterms all this week. I hope I passed the Math A one today. I miss rachel and i hope she stops by tonight. |
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| Me and Rach |
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| 03:39pm 20/01/2005 |
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mood:  anxious music: Sum 41
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Me and Rach are back together. It makes me happy. |
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| better i guess.... |
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| 03:37pm 19/01/2005 |
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mood: bored music: Gob
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Yeah I'm better than before. Rachel says she wants to be with me but I gotta let her sort out some stuff. I just want everything to be ok for her. I know a lot of my friends are saying that I should be careful not to be played like I have been before, but don't worry rachel is different. She wouldn't do that to me. I just gotta let her sort her stuff out and then we can be together or whatever. |
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| angry update |
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| 09:14am 17/01/2005 |
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mood: crushed music: Breaking Benjamin
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Alright I just kinda had to get this out, not yelling at anyone or anything, just stating. For those of you who have known me you all know that I would do almost anything for anyone before I'd do something for myself. So why is it that when something makes me happy that it always seems to get fucked up. I mean how does that make sence? If there was some kind of power in the universe balancing everything out there doing a pretty shitty job on my part. I feel like a complete asshole saying this but I needed to complain because I don't have the energy to be good and understanding all the time. Content Jesse is a hard act to play. |
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| 12:21am 16/01/2005 |
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mood: nauseated music: CKY
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Me and rach broke up. But its not like we still don't like each other its just she needs to sort some stuff out. I'm pretty upset but i'm gunna write a song and i'm here with danny, davey, macabe, lee and robbie so i'm feeling better. I just want her to be better, even if it hurts. We still care about each other and who knows, after this blows by we may get back together. Untill then i got my teddy bear. There's always another day.......... |
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| happy. no? |
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| 09:48pm 11/01/2005 |
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mood:  contemplative music: Incubus
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Everything seems to be good. I'm getting up my grades. Chris got a drum set so we're gunna just jam of the sake of making music, nothing serious. I've gotten back into writing poetry. Its fun. I wrote two poems tonight.
It may take me a while,
to fake this smile.
But don't blame yourself.
I'm to blame,
the one to shame,
to keep this unholy name.
You won't understand,
I didn't expect you to.
You never did and never do.
If it weren't for you,
I wouldn't have found me.
Just another soul,
keeping what was left of we.
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Whats the matter?
You saying nothing.
Silence of the broken promise,
Holding on to the thread of truth.
Beliving its enough.
Untill it snaps and you fall.
Further, just to hit harder.
Where closely following is your lies.
To crush you,
like you crushed me.
So yeah. I think they're ok but I'm still getting in the grove so bear with me people. I have a lot of weird feelings i need to get out and sort out. I'm scared to feel strong ways. I just need some time I guess. |
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| 06:36pm 09/01/2005 |
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mood:  frustrated music: Loser's Luck
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a lot of stuff is cleared up but i still feel wierd. like blah. It might just be that i'm tired and i hope that's it, i just don't want more problems. I gotta think. |
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